you know, i just want to fall asleep under a tree or by the beach right now. i'm getting double vision and my drowsiness cannot seem to be shaken off no matter how many times i rest my eyes for a few minutes or turn my head yes and no. along with my runny nose, i don't know how to take care of myself. i just got a cup of tazo refresh tea and the simply vanilla bean vegan cookie to wake myself up. no sugar rush. woke me up for about let's see, one paragraph. or perhaps, because the reading is all dna talk, i don't even want to read further on. i think that may be it...

instead i'm thinking about how long it will take to save for a new ipod and slr camera, when i'm going to exercise again, why my bad sweet tooth keeps telling me what to do, and what i'm going to do about the many other things that i am thinking about right now.

also,  some extra thoughts: it's been seven days since i've been coffee-free. i didn't know i liked underground hip hop so much. i kind of wish it was a feel-good day just because the weather is finally heading towards grey skies, cloudy moods, and sprinkles. i just want to walk in the rain already. i also wish h&m would pull together an a/c system now that the store is about 3x bigger. it's the difference of alaska and arizona outside and inside. i'm not exactly the type to enjoy wearing thin layers.

i don't think i'm so much in the mood for halloween costumes, festive decorating, candy-passing, corn mazes, or hay rides only because a. i don't have time to do so since it's school and work back-to-back and b. i don't really have too many people i want to celebrate these festivities with. i'm not trying to be bitter, but sometimes it is what it is. and i accept it.

i also didn't know that paranormal activity 4 came out. i thought the third one marked the end of these paranormal activities. but since it does not appear to be so, i think i want to see it just for kicks by myself.