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coffee is my drug a lot of times. i'm addicted to it and i think about it and i crave for it more and more each day whether i am tired or not. it puts me to sleep, makes me happy, and gets me alive. i prefer more of the bitter drinks and less of the sweeter flavored ones. i guess i like the linger of the bitterness on my lips and at the back of my tongue after each sip.

caffe frascati in downtown san jose suits my needs on friday nights. what's great about it is that it's pretty much open all day everyday until around midnight with plenty of live music/open mic performances on a consistent schedule.

this morning, i woke up early and went to crema coffee for a soy latte. then i went to chipotle to get a vegetarian burrito and finally visited the recycled bookstore by santa clara university that i've been meaning to walk in since maybe four summers ago. the alameda area is my new interest. it's just a little further down of a bike ride from the caltrain station and hp pavillion. i mopey doped around for half the day and felt like everything was going downhill, but then i remembered the good things. self-motivation is difficult to find the drive for, but if not now, then when. just have to do it is the question and answer that saves myself at the end of the day. i guess word of advice, if you are feeling blue, try to find time for yourself. do what you want to do.