when everyday's a new day, sometimes i can't help but look back and wonder what in the world happened the week before. but then i try to move forth and realize that it was either just somebody i used to know (like the song) or something that happened along the road of life, like adam says. hanging on to nothing makes me feel like i paid to hop on a train that never intended on making valuable stops. but it gets rather difficult to seek for acceptance. when things are easier said than done and advices are only good for people other than yourself, 500 days of summer is one of those things that makes me feel better on those kind of days. then i think about my mom and how she is all about forgiveness and the people around me who have so much soul with the things they do, i feel inspired and want to walk out my dorm door again remembering that nothing much has changed in the bigger picture. suddenly, i miss being mellow and those tiny dilemmas of mine become so minute that when i sit down and eat my breakfast, i'll only realize that time hasn't stopped and will not stop ticking; so if we really only get to live once, then what i need is to obliterate those who mind, and embrace those who matter.
i guess i'm in the mood for some nick drake this morning.
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