hello, at this time of the night, i have nothing but colorful birthday plans swirling around my head. geez, i love birthdays as much as i love rainbows. one of the most special things i value in life are birthdays. i kid you not. i take them pretty seriously and well, they sort of mean part of the world to me. event coordination... you are just around the corner waiting for me.

today i thought i was drugged because the world started spinning madly while i was trying to define gender socialization. i recently dreamt that i got drugged too... dreams................. tricky deceiving messages or mysterious truthful foreshadows. should have bought that dream book from costco years ago.